Fúria

As folhas estão caindo.
No começo lentamente ,
como se estivessem
suspendidas pelo ar,
silencio.

O silencio antes da queda imediata,
a pressão do vento.
E assim se abre o céu,
um espelho.

Refletindo tudo que eu sonho,
tudo que eu odeio.
Estou caindo a dentro
deste espelho.

Uma luz que não emite
claridade no seu centro.
Essa e a cor do meu sofrimento,
das cicatrizes que a rosa me fez.

E as folhas atingem o chão,
o que existia, ja não existe mas.
O sol escurece, um vermelho sangrento.

continuo a minha queda,
o portal se abre,
E as palavras vão se desenvolvendo,
xeque-mate!

Fúria.

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English Translation>

The petals are falling.
Slowly in the beginning,
As if suspended by air.
Silence.

The silence before the imediate fall,
The pressure of the wind.
And the sky opens itself,
A mirror.

Reflecting all my dreams
And all I hate.
Falling into this
Mirror, i am.

A light that doesn't emit clarity
At its center.
This is the color of my suffering,
The scars the rose made.

The petals hit the ground,
Whatever existed, no longer does.
The sun darkens
into a bloody red.

I continue my fall,
The portal is opened.
And the words are evolving.
Check-mate!

Fury.

Square Meter Big Cage

Smiling towards a world you don't know,
Spying its conspiracy with blind eyes.
A haven of sweet fruits and blue skies;
Scent of roses that reach you slow,
Too slow for you to comprehend
That you are lost with an agitated hand.
Looking for something to hold on to,
That sees.

Dead flesh, bloody vows,
Hiking up the mountain you were told
You had to reach, to come close
To something you can hold,
Feel, taste and cherish:
The knowledge of reality.
An endless desert of questions,
Questions without answers.
Silent voices telling you there is no way out
Of that square meter big cage,
Your defying brain.

Welcome.

To myself and to anyone who randomly encounters this blog.

After ages of joining and giving up on internet communities I have decided to launch something a bit more personal. A sort of window into the strange universe inside my brain.

The Posts in this blog will be in different languages, depending on the mood I'm in, the people around me, and the texts I pick out of my archive, some of which are in English, others in German and Portuguese. Well I guess thats it for my first post. Know it isn't anything special, but well, it is just a welcome. to you, dear reader, and to me, for entering the huge world of blogs for the first time.